skullchick131: how r going 2 call me a bitch b/c i don't want tion 2 talk 2 u . i don't want him 2 tallk 2 u or see u b/c i don't know what u would do. b/c u flirted with him in front of me so i know u wouldn't have a problem doing that behind my back or even more than that. u need 2 get that he doesn't like u b/c if he did he would of already broke up with me 2 go out with u. but that hasn't happen has it?u r a fucking nasty whore that needs 2 stop trying 2 take other people's boyfriends.


wow....so lovely

tion and me...he confuses me so..

daintymurderess0: who all would be going to six flags tomorrow?
Ftbyslm14Pn: yea
daintymurderess0: yea???
Ftbyslm14Pn: yes
daintymurderess0: wtf?
daintymurderess0: WHO will be going?
Ftbyslm14Pn: idn
daintymurderess0: sooo...just now u and me?
Ftbyslm14Pn: no my friend cory
daintymurderess0: so can i invite people?
Ftbyslm14Pn: no
daintymurderess0: why not?
Ftbyslm14Pn: because
daintymurderess0: i can't tell my mom i'm going just with you
daintymurderess0: she won't let me go
Ftbyslm14Pn: lie
daintymurderess0: ....
daintymurderess0: why do u want just me and cory?
Ftbyslm14Pn: idn
daintymurderess0: ...
daintymurderess0: u confuse the fuck out of me
daintymurderess0: i'll try
daintymurderess0: but sometimes my mom doesn't believe me and she calls people
Ftbyslm14Pn: well then invite some one damnit
daintymurderess0: lmao
daintymurderess0: why does it matter to you
Ftbyslm14Pn: i dont care anymore
daintymurderess0: yes u do. tell me please
Ftbyslm14Pn: no i dont care
daintymurderess0: i don't believe you
Ftbyslm14Pn: then dont
daintymurderess0: why do you want me to go?
Ftbyslm14Pn: idn



why does he do this???

gah

daintymurderess0: do u like me?
fneff379: what?
daintymurderess0: do....you.....like......me.....?
daintymurderess0: i'm not asking you out or anything. i just want to know
fneff379: well, yea
daintymurderess0: well. how much do you like me?
fneff379: and you already made it quite obvious that you like me
daintymurderess0: how so?
fneff379: acts and such
daintymurderess0: well how much do you like me
fneff379: i dont know
daintymurderess0: well. if i asked you out would u go out with me?
fneff379: id have to think about it for quite a whilr
fneff379: *while
daintymurderess0: its a yes or no questions
daintymurderess0: gah
fneff379: yea, and i'll give you a yes or no in a while
fneff379: are you asking me out?
daintymurderess0: no
fneff379: ok, well, i probably wouldnt go out with you, even though i would want to
daintymurderess0: why?
fneff379: A. you're andrews sister, he's my best friend B. im not very good in relationships. i'll think of a C if you give me enough time

wow. i'm being really mean to tion. he kinda deserves it. but i'm also really tired and not happy. i'm the other woman. i hate that. and i'm letting it out to him. but i should apologize.

adios

dark angle...woot

Your inner soul is calling for help! You always
seem so depressed, lonely, and feel like an
outsider. You may have a cold, sad exterior,
but in all reality you are hurt inside and
bottling up all of your anger. Everyday you
wonder why are you still here when there is
nothing left? You use to once be a happy,
loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and
seems like it never can be fixed again.
However, you have yet seemed to realize that
there are people out there that deeply care for
you. They secretly have a thing for you because
they find you to be dark, mysterious, and full
of secrets, not to mention being the prettiest
person in the world! You like to enjoy your
time by yourself expressing your feelings
through forms of art, and enjoy nice quiet
scenaries that just dazzle your mind with awe.
Your bedroom is basically your sanctuary where
you can hide out, hidden from those who gave
you all of the pain. Try to loosen up and have
some fun! Never start frowning because you
never know who's falling in love with your
smile :)


What Is Your Inner Soul Trying To Say?
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i guess i'm going to write again. it feels wierd. i havn't written in a long time i don't think. well. i'm all alone again. i'm not sure if its good or bad. i'm going to get braces moldings tomorrow. i have all new music. i'm so happy. i'm meeting new people at school. i met this one girl stephani, she's tall and a redhead. she's nice. and a lot like us. i'm finally becoming me again. i'm so happy. i'm feeling more and more happy with myself. and i'm becoming happier. which is good. some days are better than others. i find that 2 hours of soccer helps me. my hair is black cherry, and its a bob. my hair is named after a boy...rofl...

ellie and i were up til about 4 last night. it was fun. issy krome and sabrina came over for an hour. then when they left andrew went to bed and ellie and i were still awake so we did a lot of quizzes and messed with matt's mind (check out ellie's blog)

i'm supposed to drink a lot of water so i don't get dehydrated. the heat index was 100degrees. which means it feels likes its 100 even tho its not really. by sat its supposed to actually be 100...i'm going to try to stay inside as much as possible.

well. i'm making cd's. and figuring out liz. and joe's coming over..the joy...


farewell.
liz

confessions

i have a few confessions to make. i feel bad not telling people. i cut myself. and i used to cut myself. ever since wintertime i have. and i don't know why i do it. i'm not sure if i want the rush of it. or if i don't feel good enough not to. or if i want something to blame my life on. same with my eating thing. i'm on the verge of an eating disorder. i don't eat some days, and i eat a lot other days. i want to be anorexic. i have since i was about 12 and i figured out what it was. i've always been fascinated with it. and i want to so bad have one. i've always wanted to have something wrong with me. i want something to blame myself on. but i don't want your sympathy. or maybe i do. i don't know what i want anymore.

thats my confession

i havn't written in a long time. i might be leaving for a long time. on a inward journey. i'm changing. again. like the autum leaves. i hope i change for the better.

adios,
i shall be back

yeah. last post. i was having a bad morning and i felt like lying a bit.


anyways. today i was at the beach for hours and hours. i got a tan. i'm SEXY! woot! cory's online in the day, which was my goal for him. i'm so proud of him... but i'm so mad at him...dead girl..

anyways. i found this awesome beach house which i'm going to live in someday. its 3 stories. its awesome.


gah. now i kno why i like cory so much. he reminds me of tony. in so many ways. it makes me so sad.

gah